Today I’m feeling unusually down about my future.
We all have those days where we think about how we would like our lives to turn out, focusing on the big dreams but leaving out those oh-so-important little details. That’s what today was for me.
I had ideas about how I could change my current situation so that it would benefit the future I foresee for myself. The key word there being ‘IDEAS.’ Obviously not every idea that anyone has ever had is a perfect one but it’s never going to hurt anyone by positively brainstorming.
So for me having that type of day is not the unusual part.
The unusual part is being told that my dreams aren’t realistic and for a second, almost believing it.
Personally I hate the word ‘realistic.’ To me it’s dirty and negative and plants even worse seeds.
My main problem with it is that it’s programmed into so many peoples’ minds and in turn get’s thrown around waaaaay too often, mainly because the particular person uttering the word is too scared to step out of their comfort zone and take a risk.
Of course in a lot of aspects you do need to be realistic. Don’t get me wrong, not every brilliant idea someone has is going to work straight away, but if you keep thinking and stay positive you will eventually stumble upon a possible solution.
My idea today was not unrealistic. It may have not been the most well thought-out of plans but I didn’t think sharing it with someone close who I thought might given me some insight and advice would have hurt me so much.
It’s one thing being told and idea isn’t a good one, because I can handle that, but being told that basically my dreams are completely unrealistic and that I should think of money instead… well I guess I don’t need to say how that feels.
So trying not to dwell on that conversation too much, I turned to my only outlet (music) and surprisingly I stumbled across an artist who I instantly admired from what I heard (and read).
An artist by the name of Braille Face popped up on my Facebook feed showcasing an LP he was releasing. At closer inspection I found that it wasn’t one but twelve LP’s that he was releasing over the next twelve days. Attached was a piece he had written, basically outlining that over a period of twelve months he made one album every month to prompt his creative side and to keep the tracks coming.
Reading that really resonated with me. I’ve been having a constant struggle with my music lately, particularly just finishing songs regardless of how I feel about them.
So reading that gave me an idea… a REALISTIC one!
I’m setting a goal of finishing one track a week for the next 52 weeks. Now, when I say finish I mean a full length song with a relatively clean mix.
I don’t believe this to be an unrealistic goal at all so there’s no reason why I can’t accomplish it.
Today is the second of the month so I may as well start straight away.
I’ll be posting a snippet every week to the blog for all to hear.
Until then… STAY REALISTIC!
-AA
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